Chaotic Randomness

Right now I’m feeling kind of dizzy–not like vertigo, but a different kind of dizzy. Its similar to how I felt before psychosis before. I feel shaky and weak–but I’m not /actually/ shaking or more weak than normal. Overall, I guess I’m feeling weird, odd, off…

I don’t know what to do about it, and if its like before, there IS nothing I can do about it. =/

2 years ago when I wrote here. Fucking crazy shit, everything is the same–some is actually worse. I don’t even know where to begin laying out the similarities/differences between then and now. Just, shit, fucking believe me and at some point I might try to get into life-shit and its specifics.